By Kain S. Hammer
Prologue
In the dark and white misty garden of the broken butterflies, the asleep princess closes the door behind her, and marching through the fallen clouds, she finds the way out of her own madness.
The leeches of the past don’t exist anymore. In a small piece of paper, she finds a message written with scarlet ink.
Blink for me four times,
And each time, you will see,
The True Meaning of my sadness
And at last…
Chapter I
“Retniw” Terwin
(She) raise her hand
Trying to catch some butterflies,
But she catches only a whisper
Of the light of a dying candle.
The burning freeze of the final breath,
The scream of terror suddenly contained,
The (sweet) sleeping voice of the mandrake,
The silent river flowing upside down.
Then…
(I) Held Her Hand,
(I) kissed her neck,
In a long embrace all the night we laid.
Mistake!!
Maybe this will be the final day, Or tomorrow?
I don’t know what to say
Tell me once again…
Why is the life so unfair??
(I) hear the echoes of the dead
Calling me…
(I) feel the snow of your leave,
Falling on my heart…
(I) see the mist of the winter,
Crawling on my skin…
(I) taste my own blood,
When I bite myself by the rage…
(I) smell the remain of your scent,
In the wind that is dying with my breath.
Every scream is in vain,
Now you’re deft by the whispers of the hate.
Blink once and then disappear,
Where the eagle, the love and the raven flies
Chapter II
“N’mutua” Umnaut
Fallen Leaves upon the grey sky,
Bitter wine in my mouth,
The red sun (is) burning in my eyes,
My skin (is) covered with fresh scars.
The bees are building patterns in the flowers (dead)
The wind draws a line in the horizon,
The green fruit is putrefied now,
And the beast is running down the hill.
Anger and despair…
Suffocating poison in the blood of my veins,
The chaos and the loneliness remain,
In the wood the silver eyes stare at me.
The moon cradling me under her veil,
The echoes of the distance, disturbing the faces on the water,
The sleeping voice whispers hate now,
The river flows its way once again.
Sweet hemlock for my feelings…
N’mutua lanrete na ni evil d’na epoh y’m
Gnimaerd h’tiw s’selgniw slegna,
I eldarc y’m raef d’na y’m regna,
Tel e’ht niatruoc l’laf.
Blink twice and then disappear,
Where the lion, the truth and the bear hides…
Interstice
Red sun, Yellow sun,
White Moon, Black moon,
I’m still blinking,
But I can’t see the light beyond your darkness.
I hold you in my chest.
With my hands,
I touch the cold skin of your memory,
The sad remembrance is stuck in my heart.
Where’re you??
Am I Blind??
Chapter III
“Remmus” Mersum
The sun has no veil,
The clouds painting the blue sky,
Like bullets the birds fly away,
(From this hell)
The scar is getting putrefied.
I will never find a place,
To contemplate the beauty of your face (again)
I run to you!!
As fast a s you run away from me.
There’s no reason (not for me)
To step outside (the cage of my heart)
Without your love,
The desolation fills the beat of my heart.
The features of your face,
(Are) getting erased from my mind,
(I) can’t really understand the reason why,
You left me behind.
“Holy God, father of all,
Master of creation, hallowed be thy name,
Bring me the freedom,
And let m e fall into my own darkness,
To find out the path (far away)
Of your damned mad kingdom”
The claws of fate,
Destroy and create.
Everything collapse in the moment that
The sun rises in the zenith
(The balance is broken once again)
The river is dry,
Doesn’t flow again,
The beast in the distance,
Run to the forest with haste.
Blink thrice and then disappear,
Where the dolphin, the fear and the wale lies…
Chapter IV
“Gnirps” Ingsp’r
Hold me inside…
The egg of the snake is about to hatch,
Leave me outside…
The egg of the bird is about to hatch.
The blossom season has begun,
The tears are still frozen in my eyes,
The newborn reptile sings a sweet lullaby,
The newborn bird whispers the prophecy of the silence.
The hidden mirror made of black marble,
Reflects the memories of the great fallen temple,
As you can read between the lines,
The secret of life in small prints.
The silent river flows again,
And stops just a second (in the eternity),
To look outside the window of the firehouse,
To contemplate all my mistakes,
Made of ignorance and rage.
…ravenous, Sedative, Emotional, Listener, Romantic,
Complicated, Destructive, Evergreen, Nasty, Yllaer…
The bard sings a melody (in my mind),
With the strings of his voice,
He plays a song (beware of his words),
They keep the magic to give life or
The power to kill your heart.
Blink once again and then reappear,
Where the beetle, the hope and the dragonfly enlighten the dark…
Epilogue
…At last,
You will be the one that enlighten my darkness,
I love you.
…Wake Up…
Chapter V
“The Garden of the Broken Butterflies”
Angel dust over the crownless moon,
Stormy rain of butterfly scales,
The four seasons passed by,
And only a memory has been left behind.
Flowers of gold, covered with stars blood,
The garden of broken butterflies,
Where the black candles enlighten the dark,
And the princess finds a place to go.
The scars of a tragic past,
Now hidden by the veil of the night,
The book of the truths and the lies,
With blank pages made of dry leaves.
The incarnation of the evil,
Coexist with de goodness,
The gray raven flies,
From north to south.
Scream, Hold, Breath,
Be born, Live, Be death.
Everything has a reason in this life,
Every…reason…life…
Even the smallest grain of sand,
Even…small…sand…
Scream, Hold, Breath,
Love, Hate, Disappear.
Close the door,
And never mind,
The whispers of the bard’s songs
Beware!!!
Broken wings over the snake’s cradle,
Rivers of bittersweet honey,
Lust in the eyes of the moon,
And hate in the smile of her lips.
Blink and go to sleep again…
THE END
